It’s hard to imagine a more powerful and incomprehensible truth than that the God of the universe sees, knows, and loves us intimately. Whenever I think of it, I echo King David’s words from Psalm 8:4, “What is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him?”
Two Sparrows for a Penny series
This idea, that God is always with us and sees and knows us, is the theme threading through all my romantic suspense novels, maybe none more so than my series two sparrows for a penny. This series follows the stories of three foster sisters—Tala, Rose, and Jae—who make a rash decision to run away from the foster mother they love, Felicity, after finding out she is dying. Convinced Children’s Aid will separate them, they throw together a plan to leave home in the middle of the night and find a place to hide out for a few months, until Tala and Rose turn eighteen.
The plan does not go well. A few blocks from home, a white van pulls to the curb and four men jump out. Tala and Rose are taken and spend the next eight years being trafficked (not spoilers – all of this happens before the series begins). Jae manages to get away, but she then disappears, and no one sees or hears anything from her during those eight years.
Tala manages to hold on to her strong faith during this horrific time. As she says later:
“I felt him. He was always with me—every time a man came into my room or Brady hit me or another girl disappeared. And God spoke to me, too, through beauty. There were always moments of beauty, even in the midst of all the horror.”
“Like what?” Cole couldn’t imagine beauty surviving in a place like that.
“My room had a window, high up. I couldn’t reach it to look out, but I could see the branches of a tree outside. Every season brought a gift—buds bursting out of their shells, thick green leaves with birds flitting between them, the stunning colors of fall, snow drifting softly from the sky to land on the bare branches and glisten in the moonlight. All of it even more breathtaking in contrast to the ugliness on my side of the window. The beauty of creation resonated deep inside me, as though God was using it to reach through the glass and let me know he saw me, that he hadn’t abandoned me. It gave me hope that one day there would be beauty in my life again, and that hope helped me to survive.”
In contrast, Rose struggles to hold on to her faith, to believe that God has not abandoned her. After she is rescued, she and Tala have this conversation:
They propped their elbows on the top frame of the lower pane of glass and gazed at the moon, the silent fields below glimmering silver. As far as Rose could see, those tiny flickering candles in the sky pushed back the darkness of the night. Tala nudged her gently. “What would you wish for tonight?”
The last prayer-wish Rose had made—for freedom from captivity—had come true. What were the desires weighing most heavily on her heart tonight?
“Peace. Healing. Joy. Hope.”
Tala kept her gaze fixed firmly on the heavens. “Love?”
“I have that already. From you and Felicity and Tag. My family.”
“What about from God? Can you feel his love?”
Rose gazed up at a star twinkling more brightly than the rest. “I think I’m starting to, yes. And maybe, when I look back, I felt it during those years at Brady’s too. Only I wasn’t sure what it was. Or I was scared to trust it.”
Two Sparrow for a Penny: books 1 & 2
The first two books in the series, Every Star in the Sky and Every Flower of the Field, are stories of healing in the aftermath of human trafficking. What Tala and Rose both come to see is that, even in the darkest, most evil circumstances imaginable, God was there, watching over them like He did the flowers of the field. And He saw them and knew their names like He did every star in the sky. That truth allows them to begin their journey of healing and finding love.
Two Sparrows for a Penny: book 3
Book three, Every Bird That Falls, tells the story of Jae, the third foster sister. Jae was not raised with a faith. When she comes to Felicity’s home, she sees faith in God in action for the first time and is deeply impacted by the love and grace her new foster family shows her. What happens to her during those eight years also tests her faith, but looking back she can see that God’s eye was on her, that, as no bird falls without his knowledge, He saw everything that happened to her and He was watching over her.
The awareness that in the midst of their horrific circumstances they were never alone allows all three women to begin to heal, to open their hearts to trust and love again.
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Takeaway from Two Sparrows for a Penny
And that is what I hope and pray for every story I write—that readers will take away with them the reassurance that they are never alone. That whatever they are going through, whatever they may have done or others have done to them, God is faithful and has promised to never leave them or forsake them. And, as Lia, my heroine in another of my stories, The Color of Sky and Stone, reminds the hero, Tane, “What can separate us from the love of God? Nothing. And what can tear us out of his hand? Nothing. Those are promises straight from the Word of God, and he cannot break his promises and still be God.”
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Sara Davison has a passion for writing stories that keep readers on the edge of their seats—and
maybe swooning a little. A finalist for more than a dozen national writing awards, including the
Christy Award, Davison is a Cascade, Word, and two-time Carol Award winner for romantic
suspense. She lives in Ontario with her husband, Michael. Like every good Canadian, she loves
coffee, hockey, poutine, and apologizing for no particular reason. Get to know Sara better and
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